All or Nothing
It’s nice to see you laughing and smiling. Although, I can’t help feeling a little sore that I’m not the one who’s making that happen.
I’m not content with us being mere friends. And on your side, I know you’ll never entertain the thought of us being lovers. If I become friends with you, I get hurt. If you force yourself to be with me, you’ll be unhappy.
The only win-win situation I can think of is for both of us to not exist in each other’s lives. That way, I don’t get hurt more, and you won’t get any unhappier.
With time, I think the unhappiness both of us are feeling now will fade.
It’s not funny how I can objectively look at other people’s relationships and give advice, but when it comes to my own, I just get lost in my own sea of emotion and drown.
You told me that your past lovers have all gotten over you and became your close friends. Don’t expect the same from me because I am different from the rest.
But you already knew that.
If you wish to stay, we shall walk into our future together.
Otherwise I think you should just go.